First Post for year 2010......
Great~ It's almost a year since I've last blogged....
Alot of things happened this year... most of them are good and I'm so happy about it.
In Feb, I'm finally granted a chance to visit India and see the life form of Baba in Prashanti Nilayam and the greatest thing is I have a very closed up view of Baba right infront of me... It was GREAT!!!
Thank you Baba for this wonderful experience with you! Love ya'

Recently, I've visited Hong Kong. It's great as I've always longed to travel there for a short trip. Thank you Baba for this trip and a very Big Thank you to my buddy Qin for giving me free accommodation and bringing me around. I've explored alot of places in Hong Kong within the few days, it's a fruitful and enjoyable trip! Most of all... I've experience something which I've never thought I'll do... flying back to Singapore alone... YEAH!
I'm always a very timid person all of my life.... I'm always afraid to do things alone... and this proved to me that I can do things on my own! It's great! Hahahaha...

Tomorrow will be a new beginnig of my career life, a change of field and a change of environment. Hope I'll be able to cope it.

My dearest Baba,
Thank you for the opportunity, so that I've the chance to love all serve all.
Hope I won't fail you and live up to your name.
Please guard and guide me through whatever duty I'll be given. And most of all, please work through me so that I serve the purpose to be working there.

Thanks to all who are part of me in the past~
Love everyone!!!

Awww.... My big toe on my right foot is feeling numb~
Don't know what's wrong with it....

As you grow older.... you'll feel your body getting weaker...
Not as energetic as ever~~~ Hohoho... Lazy sickness of mine~~~ (=.=)
Recent years, I've been experiencing chest pain and recently it's getting more constant.
Am I having a heart problem? or it's just lack of exercise?
I don't know.... well... Whatever it is.... it is it....

I'm sleepy~~~
But I still have work to do....
ENDURE~~~ ENDURE~~~~ NEKO ENDURE~~~
Soon you'll be able to sleep on your comfy bed...
Hahahahha...

Good nite all~~~

Love ya, Baba~~~
Thank you for the wonderful week! =D

Life is great~
We should feel blessed if we are living in a safe place with a simple life without much worries.
Why this thought?
This thought has been on my mind while I was in Bangkok for holiday last week.

Walking along the same street, you'd get to see people of the very rich to the very poor. This is not a common sight in Singapore, as most people in Singapore are of average or above average income family.
On the streets of Bangkok, you are bound to see beggars on or under the overhead bridge and along the pathways, they range from old age to middle age and even to young little children.
It's heartbreaking to see some of the beggars who are handicaps which there's a high possibility that they are man-made handicaps and little children roaming around the streets to beg for money.

When I saw the little children, it makes me think " What am I doing at their age?"
Enjoying my childhood is the answer.
What a good life I have isn't it?
I do not to have to earn money or worry about food.
I do not have to give a puppy eyes look to stranger for money or drooling over the food others are eating.

I very much wanted to help the beggars but there's nothing I can do.
Following Baba's teaching, we should never give money to beggers, give them only what they need, food or clothes or shelter if possible.

Why? Isn't giving money the same? A question alot of people might asked.

By giving money it will only encourage them into begging as it is easy money and they tends to abuse the intention of the person who gives them the money.

For example, my intention is to give beggar X $5 to buy bread for the family but instead of buying bread for the family, beggar X is a alcoholic, he used the $5 to buy alcohol and got drunk.
After he got drunk, he became violent and beat up his family members. This also consider a SIN created too.

(>,<) So, don't feel too great about giving money to beggars, you'll never know what sin you might have created.

I feel real blessed that I'm born in Singapore, a happy family with doting parents and loving sisters. I've learnt not to complain about life...
This is a great thing which I've learnt that leads me to a happy life everyday.
Of course there are still times I will wonder why this and that happen?
Why does it happen to me and not to others?
Why does it happens to others but not me..?
But, these thoughts would never last in my mind for more than 10 seconds as everything happens for a reason, so don't question just follow the flow and leave everything to Thee.
Thy Kingdom comes, Thy will be done.

Heard a story from my uncle during dinner 2 weeks ago.
A Swami asked a little boy ," what do you want?"
The boy answered, " Swami, I want a sweet everyday."
True enough, the boy was having a sweet everyday.
After a week or so, the boy's mother got angry with the boy for eating sweet everyday and she was curious how did he managed to get sweet?
So, she questioned him.
"I got it from the altar." the boy answered.
The mother went to the altar in her house but could not find any sweet,so she scolded the boy for lying.
But to her surprise, she found a sweet on the altar the very next morning.
Who put it there?
Only God knows.

So my uncle asked me, " If Swami ask what do you want?
What will you answer?"
What will I answer?
It's a very difficult question to answer not only to me but I guess to almost everyone in the world.
There's alot of things I want in life.
But after much consideration, finally I've come to a conclusion of what I want.
If one day, Baba were to ask me this question, my answer to him will be "I want to be worry-less."
I want to lead a happy life without worry.
Is this a greedy answer?
I don't know, but I guess this is something that a lazy person like me will ask for.... Hahahaha...

Anyway~ I've enjoyed myself for the past week in Thailand.
Hope I'll have another chance to enjoy again! (><)b

Good night to all and may everyone be blessed with happy days!

Jai Sai Ram~!!!

Love ya, Baba~
Thank you for everything!

Pimple OUT BREAK~~~~ !!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!