I love Sai Baba


"Why fear when I am here?
Put all your faith in Me.
I shall guide and guard you."

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Baba's thought of the day

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Neko is
a Naive girl who lives in her own naive world. Who always think that everyone around her are even more naive then she is.... Till one day she got a big hit on the head and realised that she was the fool....

Living in a tiny country Singapore

Born in the month of october in 1982

A devotee of Sai Baba

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Little wishes of Neko

Another trip to Puttaparthi, to be in the presence of Baba again!

A trip to Kodaikanal when Baba is there!

May every beings in the world be happy and healthy

World Peace!

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Neko's List of things to QUIT for Life-time

MacDonald & other fast food

Sweet/high sugar level stuffs

Sleeping after 12am

Waking up after 10am

Being Late for appointments

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Neko's Favourite Singers


Utada Hikaru

 
Jeff Chang

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Neko's Playlist


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com




PEOPLE ARE HERE NOW!!!


 

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Monday, September 29, 2008

   
I did not meet my Goal for the day today.....
It's not an easy task as I thought it would be....
Tomorrow I must finished it....!!!
ARGH..... GO GO GO~~~~!!!!!!

My eyes are tired... Mentally tired too.....
Hope I'll be able to sleep well tonight......I wasn't able to sleep well for quite awhile....
Lots of Junks are running through my head when I tried to sleep....
" Please all Junkie Thoughts, Please GO Away!!!"

I've been chanting "Om Sri Sai Ram" when I can't sleep...
hahahaha....

I'm really tired today... going to sleep....
Good night!!!

Secret agreement: Day 12

    Neko's Heart   9/29/2008 11:20:00 PM

   

Sunday, September 28, 2008

   
F1 racing ends today..... I watched the final 30 laps....
I dunno what's so nice though... but I did watch till the end... hahahaha...
Congrats to F.Alonso & Team... for Winning...

Another boring day of mine past....
Went out with my good friend awhile this afternoon...
Had a brownie with ice-cream topping...
I cant finish it..
It's too sweet...
Feel kind of sinful for wasting food...

I wasn't feeling well today...
Feeling giddy and gastric wasn't quite well too...
Alittle pain and feel like vomitting....
This happens once in a while....
When is the last time I have this feeling... hmm...???
I think it's in Feburary or March.... If I remeber it correctly...

Maybe I ate too much watermelon recently...
I Love Watermelon....
LOL


Secret agreement: Day 11

    Neko's Heart   9/28/2008 11:40:00 PM

   

Saturday, September 27, 2008

   
“闷"
Secret agreement: Day 10 (3/4 to failure)

    Neko's Heart   9/27/2008 11:59:00 PM

   

Friday, September 26, 2008

   
F1 night racing starting soon in Singapore.
Watch the live telecast of them testing the route just now..... on TV of cos.....
I'm not the fans of F1 racing anyway....

I went for a 1/2 day trip to my uncle's place in malaysia on Wednesday.
Accompany my mom to pay them a visit.

It's been 3 years since my last visit.
Not much changes to my uncle, auntie and cousins, it's just that my cousin's children grew up alot.... a 5 year old boy and a 4 year old girl now.

My auntie updated us about some of my relatives whom I have not seen them for an even longer time. It's good to hear that they are doing fine and I hope the best of everything for them.

Maybe....
It's because I've not seen them for a very long period, there's nothing much for us to talk about. My mum and auntie did most of the talking and I just listen to them.
Occasionally alittle feedback from me, alittle laugh or just a simple smile.
That's all I did......

As it's a weekday, everyone are at work, I only get to see my uncle and cousins at dinner time. On a round table we sat in a resturant, everyone were busy chatting away, once in awhile my cousin Dickson would start a conversation with me, but I guess my feedback is kind of too short till he can't really continue with the conversation... hahaha.... but I can see he was trying real hard to think of a topic..... Very sorry to him....

Chatting with people used to be an easy task for me in the past..... most people who knows me would say that I'm a very talkative person......
but now.....
it seems like a problem to me.... I dunno what to talk to others about, even to my close friends.....

Talking becomes tiring......

I used to have alot of topics to talk about with a good friend of mine... but I guess we are running out of topics...... Recently, I realised we have alot of quiet moments during our meet up..... Sometimes I just look at the thing I'm playing in my hands, look out of the window or stare blankly on the table top.... my friend too, she goes into deep thoughts or just stare blankly somewhere......

When communication breaks down....
Our hearts drift apart even if we are standing just an inch away........


Secret agreement: Day 9

    Neko's Heart   9/26/2008 11:57:00 PM

   

Monday, September 22, 2008

   
I hope morning will come soon~~~~ !!!

I just bought Chasoba sauce and the noodle........
I'm gonna cook it for my breakfast and lunch tomorrow..... AHHHH~~~~!!!!
Things are getting expensive.........
awww....
It cost abt $13+ for just a bottle of the concentrate sauce and 2 small packs of the noodle.....
Omg~~~~ I'm drooling thinking of it........

I'll post some photos of it in my next post, if I remember to take.
I want to dream of chasoba tonite......

Shalanla~~~~~

Secret agreement: Day 5

    Neko's Heart   9/22/2008 11:54:00 PM

   

Sunday, September 21, 2008

   
I've transformed into a PIG!!!
I slept almost the whole day today... Wonder why am I so sleepy.....
My time seems to switch over for the past few days....
Jetlag???
I was in SG all the time.... arghhh.... How I wish I could travel to somewhere.......
I'm soooo soooooo sleepy in the day.... and wide awake at night....

I've been watching Jungle wa Itsumo Harle nochi Guu.....
LOL... Super funny Anime.... I like Guu....'s.... LAUGH........

On webcam now with Rana, she's showing me her new little puppy "Euphrasia"
Very cute puppy with pinky paws.... Sooo cute..... ARGHH... I wan to cuddle it.....

I'm gonna continue to watch Guu now...

This is a super duper no story linkage between paragraph random post......


Secret agreement: Day 4 (3/4 to failure)

    Neko's Heart   9/21/2008 11:24:00 PM

   

Saturday, September 20, 2008

   

I Ate A Chicken Pie.........

ARGHHHHHHHHH~~~!!!!

I didn't Know it's A CHICKEN PIE~~~~~~~!!!!

SOB~~~~ (つ。T)

I should have asked before I ate.....

Secret Agreement: Day 3 (Failed)

    Neko's Heart   9/20/2008 02:50:00 PM

   

Friday, September 19, 2008

   
I didn't slept well last night.......
ARGH~~~!!!
Keep Tossing around on Bed Till around 3am + till I fall asleep....
Yawn~~~~~~~~~!!!

Having a little headache now....

La la la..............

It's Friday!!!
My Favourite Day of the week......

I LOVE FRIDAY~~~~~~!!!

Have a good weekend to everyone in the world....
Take Care & Love ya all~~~~~~~!!!

hmm... my posting are getting shorter.... lol...guess I'm just too Tired to talk about anything....

Secret agreement: Day 2

    Neko's Heart   9/19/2008 12:03:00 PM

   

Thursday, September 18, 2008

   

I think Baba is answering my question through his "Thoughts of the Day" today.

18th September 2008

When an individual seeks fulfilment outside himself, he fails; if he seeks it within himself, he is successful in obtaining it. The divine principle within us is always accessible and always responsive. Pain is felt only as long as attachment or aversion to outer forms remains. Ultimate relief from pain can come only by the effacement of the ego, by the elimination of that which reacts to one thing as pain and to another as pleasure, and whose memory and conditioning sustains the recognition of the dualities of joy and grief.

- BABA

Secret agreement: Day 1

    Neko's Heart   9/18/2008 10:40:00 AM

   
我和自己有个约定。。。

从今天开始的约定。。。

一个长达1个月的约定。。。。

什么约定呢?

秘密!

我一定要遵守约定!!!
绝对不可以毁约!!!

最近都很晚睡。。。
一直和黑眼圈还有眼袋是好朋友的我,又交了新朋友。。。

他每次都在我快乐时候出现。。。
只要一笑就会看到他。。。

谁呢?

他的名字叫眼角文

这是年龄增加的其中一样证明。。。


《凌晨1点48分》

我还是快去睡吧。。。
一直问别人有没有好好照顾自己,我竟然没好好的照顾我自己。。。
晚安。。。希望今晚能不做梦一觉到天明。。。。
梦很累人。。。。。。

    Neko's Heart   9/18/2008 01:50:00 AM

   

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

   
You used to be the route to my happiness.....
Why must you become the route to my unhappiness now....

Why?

I need an answer...

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Can this route lead to happiness again?

Is it possible?

I don't think so...............though I hope so.......

    Neko's Heart   9/17/2008 01:10:00 AM

   

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

   
I'm Tired~~~~~~~~~~
Very Very Tired~~~~~~~
I Slept till 11am today.

I'm so lazy to go out....
but I have to do a project at my client's office later....

Hope I'll be able to clear the job asap.

I've no idea what to do for the project later...........

HELP~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!

ARGH~~~~~~!!!!

    Neko's Heart   9/16/2008 12:11:00 PM

   
《凌晨1点20分》

“最近好吗?中秋节过的快乐吗?”

我终于发了简讯。
无意外他回复了,他一向来都晚睡。



我。。。
不知道为什么,发了简讯后变得不快乐。。。
为什么?
为什么?反而有悲伤的感觉?

唉。。。
没关系。。。
就这样吧。。。

我要用心的工作了。。。

    Neko's Heart   9/16/2008 01:20:00 AM

   

Monday, September 15, 2008

   
I can't stop listening to this song!!! It's such a nice song..... Ahhh~~~
I'm listening to Jeff Chang's version, not from the originla singer.

I LOVE JEFF CHANG~~~~~~~~!!! <3>

The Colors of The Night.

You and I moving in the dark
Bodies close but souls apart
Shadowed smiles and secrets unrevealed
I need to know the way you feel

*I'll give you everything I am
And everything I want to be
I'll put it in your hands
If you could open up to me oh~
Can't we ever get beyond this wall'

Cause all I want is just once
To see you in the light
But you hide behind
The color of the night

I can't go on running from the past
Love has torn away this mask
And now like clouds
like rain I'm drowning and I blame it all on you
I'm lost
God save me...

*I'll give you everything I am
And everything I want to be
I'll put it in your hands
If you could open up to me oh~
Can't we ever get beyond this wall'

Cause all I want is just once
To see you in the light
But you hide behind
The color of the night

Everything I am
And everything I want to be oh~
Can't we ever get beyond this wall'
Cause all I want is just once
Forever and again
I'm waiting for you, I'mstanding in the light
But you hide behind The color of the night

Please come out from The color of the night

最后我还是没发出简讯。。。。

    Neko's Heart   9/15/2008 01:31:00 PM

   
(凌晨1点15分)

如果现在发简讯,会不会打扰他?

    Neko's Heart   9/15/2008 01:11:00 AM

   

Friday, September 12, 2008

   
忽然好想问:“最近好吗?快乐吗?幸福吗?”
还是到了中秋节再问吧。。。至少有个理由问候。。。

朋友说偶尔你会问起我。
有点意外,也很欣慰,至少我没被遗忘。

“我很好。。。谢谢关心。”

那时你问我的问题,还想知道吗?
还需要我回答吗?
“最近和她见面了,她看起来很好。。。。。你不用担心。。。”

我现在回答会不会太迟?

    Neko's Heart   9/12/2008 11:10:00 PM