F1 night racing starting soon in Singapore.
Watch the live telecast of them testing the route just now..... on TV of cos.....
I'm not the fans of F1 racing anyway....

I went for a 1/2 day trip to my uncle's place in malaysia on Wednesday.
Accompany my mom to pay them a visit.

It's been 3 years since my last visit.
Not much changes to my uncle, auntie and cousins, it's just that my cousin's children grew up alot.... a 5 year old boy and a 4 year old girl now.

My auntie updated us about some of my relatives whom I have not seen them for an even longer time. It's good to hear that they are doing fine and I hope the best of everything for them.

Maybe....
It's because I've not seen them for a very long period, there's nothing much for us to talk about. My mum and auntie did most of the talking and I just listen to them.
Occasionally alittle feedback from me, alittle laugh or just a simple smile.
That's all I did......

As it's a weekday, everyone are at work, I only get to see my uncle and cousins at dinner time. On a round table we sat in a resturant, everyone were busy chatting away, once in awhile my cousin Dickson would start a conversation with me, but I guess my feedback is kind of too short till he can't really continue with the conversation... hahaha.... but I can see he was trying real hard to think of a topic..... Very sorry to him....

Chatting with people used to be an easy task for me in the past..... most people who knows me would say that I'm a very talkative person......
but now.....
it seems like a problem to me.... I dunno what to talk to others about, even to my close friends.....

Talking becomes tiring......

I used to have alot of topics to talk about with a good friend of mine... but I guess we are running out of topics...... Recently, I realised we have alot of quiet moments during our meet up..... Sometimes I just look at the thing I'm playing in my hands, look out of the window or stare blankly on the table top.... my friend too, she goes into deep thoughts or just stare blankly somewhere......

When communication breaks down....
Our hearts drift apart even if we are standing just an inch away........


Secret agreement: Day 9