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Monday, January 05, 2009
I had a bad dream last nite...
The dream seems so real when I heard the news but it's so unreal when I can't get to the destination... I was doing a lot of weird stuffs in between, these always happen in dreams... I hate it!!! And I woke up without reaching the destination and see the person I very much wanted to see.... In the dream, I could clearly feel my heart griefing and the pain in my heart was as if it was constantly stung by needle. I was so sad but not a single drop of tears flow out, I hold them back. I pretended to be strong infront of people in the dream, I don't know if I could pretend to be strong in real life if it happens.... I hope I can........ But I'm a cry baby.... I'll cry for sure.... most probably I'll be hiding somewhere crying.... Sometimes, when things happen and I don't know what to do, I would just pretend that everything will be all right after sometimes and it's right that I should behave in that way....as a cool and unaffected pretender.... But... what I'm doing are just escaping from the real world or the illusion world....? I don't know.... I hope the dream would not come true... please Baba, do not let it come true..... ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Baba, Thank you for granting my parents and sisters a chance to go india to pay you a visit in May. Hope that they'll be able to have Baba's blessing during darshan. Thank you for healing Bibi when she's not feeling well. Baba,I really hope that I'll be able to go india with my friend Selyn to Puttaparthi to celebrate Chinese New Year with you there... Hope you'll grant me my little wish.... Thank you. I love you, Baba. Thank you for everything! Love, Katherine Neko's Heart
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